i wonder what you are doing for christmas
i love the warmth of christmas
but i love your warmth more
slow down
my eyes are blurry
lightyears behind
don’t touch the moonlight with your bare fingers
you’ll get hurt
i’ll do it for you – don’t worry – it doesn’t hurt me anymore
i’m used to it
stars no longer sear into my skin the way they used to
you’re supposed to protect me but
i think it’s you who needs protecting
the skies are so pretty but they hurt so much
i’ll make sure you get to see the clouds without pain
i won’t tell you how much it hurts
how much i let you hurt me
and you’ll see this too but you won’t understand
because these are all metaphors