getting high these days feels easier than ever
help! i’m drowning
my lungs full of liquid guilt –
guilt. guilt. guilt.
why am i so damn guilty?
it’s like my heart doesn’t pump blood, it pumps guilt
i float when i’m high– ohhh i get it now hIGH hahaha–
off-rhythm heart beat
why is my breathing so irregular?
a million shards caught in my throat
i can’t swallow my broken-glass words
it hurts too much
i’m drowning and i’m floating and i’m choking
this is my life
liquid guilt 