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black and blue

still stains my skin

still stains my soul

from nights i don’t want to remember

nights i cannot seem to forget

why do i do this to myself?

my fault

always my fault

i wanted it to be good

i wanted to be good

i keep sinking

into this hole i keep digging

the hole inside my heart

somehow keeps expanding

you call it art

but it tears me apart

inside, always keeping it

inside

— i am falling apart